Sunday, October 9, 2011
Sometimes I wonder if there will come a day when the reality of your passing will hit me over the head and I will break down and cry uncontrollably...inconsolable. But that is not the way I feel today. I feel at peace, surprisingly...a little annoyed that my treasured visits with you, Uncle Jack, Uncle Phil, Uncle Jayson...all are taken from me..this year!
I'm going to see grandpa Sweet soon. Somehow I knew that it was ok not to cancel that trip...yet it will be different. Part of my trips to New York were to visit with all my family...but now you can meet them...or you already have!
I hope someday...we can feel the physical hugs we have for each other...as much as we feel the love. Thanks for not just taking off and leaving me so fast. I know it's so awesome where you are...help me remember that!
I'm loving you....again...still!
Posted by Rose at 7:10 PM